Well my peoples, it’s race report time! The report of my first Ironman.
Since this is at the Ironman distance, this report will be Ironman distance long. So, in the spirit of this endurance event, I encourage you to choose your clothing, nutrition, and hydration appropriately for the long read ahead.
Remember to only wear clothing that you’ve worn before when reading long race reports. Consider any points of possible chafing during your read. Quite often in the swim portion, where things get really wet, some that I’ve known well have ended up with hickeys around the collar of their neck, or in other tender places if they didn’t take appropriate precautions. A lube such as bodyglide may be appropriate before tackling this warmup to, um, later disciplines.
Nutrition should be considered. I would recommend to take on board an appropriate amount of calories, with perhaps a caffeneiated gel for the final run portion, or perhaps defizzed coke nearby in case you start to experience cardiac drift while reading. Women especially, should consider having some salt tablets handy if they tend to perspire heavily while reading my race reports. We wouldn’t want you to cramp up before the big finish. And, again for the women, Advil may be placed into your own ‘special needs’ bag just in case you *gasp* get a headache before we get started. Because we all know that would be just be the start to a long day.
For hydration, I would recommend a generous amount of water to be handy. Follow any salt tablets or gels with at least 8 ounces. Gatorade Endurance is the only sports drink served in this race report – but we offer both lemon-lime and orange on the run portion. Follow each hit from your high cal bottle in the bike portion with a few swishes of water, it will help with your reading, and possibly save your teeth.
OK, the stage is set… pace yourself based on what you’ve been able to endure reading other race reports…
Let’s get this party started!
Pre-race
My pre-race plan was pretty straightforward – enter quickly into a final ‘State of Readiness’. Set up the LABC (low altitude base camp -- A/C didn’t work – worked that problem). Set up the bike. TriBikeTransport smashed the rear sensor of my PowerTap SL in transit – completely ripping the wire right out of the sensor. Roman sourced the harness in Boulder at my bike shop where I purchased my beloved Cervelo P3C, and brought it with him. I installed the wiring harness myself, road tested the bad boy, and delivered my beloved to transition. Having never swam in the ocean in a wetsuit before – or, hey who are kidding here – swam in the ocean when I actually knew how to swim, the Gatorade Swim was a high-priority action item to check off.
For high-priority missions, there’s only one man to turn to: The UCMS Commodore. You probably know his blog ‘Common Man Syndrome’ but I call him the UnCommon Man because he is just that. It is rare for me to go from Zero to Brother with someone – he has that quality. So, I brought in the dude from Arizona and we got our swim on. About 1500m in length, and about a half-hour in duration, we cut through about half of one loop of the official swim course. The waters were calm, the weather was gorgeous, we claimed victory over Trident and The Seas, and checked off the swim as just one less thing to worry about. Got registered up.
Transition bags were stuffed and delivered. Me and The Comm supplied up at Wal-Mart. Rocked the expo like the schwag hoes that we are. Realized the best we gots was free fig newtons, three Gatorade waterbottles, and two Gatorade Endurance Lemon-limes (a new personal low for me… I mean, this is what I’m capable of just in Boulder, and this was the Ironman). Staring at each other in amazement, we decided to implement ‘reverse schwag’ and went and maxed out our credit cards in the official merchandise tent. Comm and I had agreed on a ‘Charlie Mike’ finishing creed beforehand, so failure was just not an option, and we loaded up on everything that had an Ironman logo on it as originally planned.
Got my game face on. Then realized I had nothing on. Put something on.
But, enough of this foreplay, sure it’s a lot of fun -- let’s get to the main event.
RACE DAY!
Nutrition
They say completing an Ironman is 50% Mental, 25% Training, and 25% Nutrition.
Alarm was set for 4am. Three hours to race start. Alarm went off and Roman in a snoring-like-state immediately bolted straight up and shouted out ‘DO YOU NEED TO GET UP ALREADY?’. That’s where you get the value in an IronSherpa – comic relief.
ME: ‘Dude, go back to sleep, I’m just strapping on the feedbag’.
ROMAN: ‘Good, carry on’. Resumes snoring.
Immediately downed two bottles of Boost. Two mini-bagels with peanut butter and jam. (for whatever reason this repeated on me through much of the bike even though it was my standard pre-race meal). Followed with a two Boost chaser. 1350 calories on board.
TA-DAH!
I’m amazingly serene on race days, and especially race day mornings. My energy level builds like a mother-fucking tsunami. I’m just sayin’. Don’t expect me bouncing off the walls pre-race, but, make sure to have catchers at the finish line because I may just keep going.
Two frozen 750 cal, high cal bottles were removed from the freezer (Gatorade Endurance Lemon-line with Carbo Pro), and a similarly sized 24 ouncer of frozen water were removed from the freezer and stuffed in the bag with my wetsuit.
On the run, 300 calories an hour were going to come from PowerBar 4X Sodium Gels that I would carry in pockets and Gatorade Endurance from aid stations on the course.
SUCCEED salt tablets at 375mg of sodium per were loaded into special needs bags, pockets, bento box to ensure I met my 1000mg sodium goal per hour as insurance against cramping.
An hour before the start I took in 24 ounces of Gatorade Endurance, and a Cliff Bar as per my plan.
This was my dialed-in nutrition plan that I had trained with for the last 16 weeks. Nothin’ new here that I hadn't done in at least 5 races. During the Ironman – let’s face it people, you’ve got time on your hands – I would mentally system check and monitor my calorie and sodium intake every 30 minutes.
Let’s get our SWIM ON!
Swim: 2.4 miles
1:27:11 (2:18/100m, 1610/2192 overall, 276/347 M40-44)
After exiting TA (transition area) I went to the meet-up place for the group. No one was there. They had bailed on me. Whatever. I went into the lobby of the building near the swim start. No one. Couldn’t get my phone to connect to Roman. Finally I did, and found out they were all in the building farthest from the swim start. Whatever. I bring my own weather. I went and finally found them now short on time. Bodyglided, put on my Orca Apex wetsuit, and met up with them for a few pics.
15 minutes before the start, I ate a pack of lemon-lime Cliff Bloks as per my usual training plan. I've done this for every triathlon.
The group was walking slowly. Whatever. I was starting to get into race mode. Chanelling my inner p-dawg. I found the Kahuna and Robo-Stu and TriBoomer. TriBoomer was shaking. I wished them luck, and watched the pro start.
Scott Fliegelman from FastForward here in Boulder had tipped me off to start to the left of the swim start, on the inside of the course, and cut back. I passed that on to Tridaddy, who actioned it with success. The announcer stated that the PROs were drifting left with the current and swimming well on the inside because of it. I moved right, not knowing what that meant. What it meant, was I had just seeded myself into the heart of the washing machine.
PAH-FECT start to a 12 hour day.
At the gun, I watched the crazies run into the water, dolphin through the surf, and then waded in myself. I had elected not to do a swim warmup because I didn’t have time, and because I didn’t want to get chilled out before the long day. So wading in was what I learned to do in my earliest TRIs so as not to shock the respiratory system.
My swim strategy was to not shoot my wad in the swim. It was going to be a 12 hour day. Find the stroke that was going to get you most efficiently through the water. NO KICKING! I would just barely flutter my legs for steering. JUST GET IT DONE!
The first breaker came in, and I dolphined through it, proud of myself, I lifted my head up to sight what was in front of me – WITH MY MOUTH OPEN APPARENTLY – and immediately took down 8 ounces min of salt-water. Which immediately spewed back out with a single loud ‘KA-HAW’. I swallowed the pieces of Cliff Bloks in my mouth back down, and got back to business.
Time started to blur on me, but all I can describe of this part of the swim start was that I felt like a salmon swimming upstream with 2,000 of my salmony friends. People were really freaking out about this too. Triathletes were trying to swim over me, under me, across me, in a hat, with a cat, with green eggs – it was unbelievable. Most of all, I protected my face with my arms as best I could with my stroke. Even though I was in the middle of the washing machine, I didn't get my goggles knocked off this time. I think I was just lucky.
There’s boxed in, and there’s SOOOO boxed in. At one point, I had to just stop to look at what was going on and laugh. The woman behind me shouted out 'THIS IS RIDICULOUS!'. The dude in front of me was kicking like a wild mule, the guy beside me to the left was breast-stroking, and I shit-you-not, the guy to my right was dog-paddling!
As swimmers were encountering the surf, and tough conditions, they were slowing down, and the swimmers behind, that hadn't encountered the roughness yet, were piling onto them.
Finally, I made it to the first big left-hand turn, and it was a pile-up trying to get around the huge orange turn-buoy. I got around it though, and then got hit by a monster wave, because I was now heading I guess into the wind parallel to shore for the first time. The wave literally lifted me up, and dropped me down. Like about 50 others at this point, I was treading water, because I was probably trying to process what had just happened to me. Then I saw the second wave, and me and the Fab 50 rode it like a roller-coaster just treading water – which was fun! Then, probably a veteran Ironman directly behind us yelled ‘SWIM YOU MOTHER@#$%, SWIM!!’. And, me and the Fab 50 broke out of the spell, and en masse returned to getting our swim on.
Took a big left at the next marker buoy coming in wide, I think, and then found myself wider. I’m thinking current. Let’s face it, it was pretty challenging sighting on the buoys, but, I got it done. I was now heading into shore to finish the first lap!!
Exited the water for the first lap, and looked at my watch that said 7:15! Wooohoo! I had done my first lap of my first Ironman in 7 minutes and 15 seconds! Outstanding!! Wait, that can’t be right!! Oh, it’s 7:15am in the morning… nope, race started at 7am, so that’s still 15 minutes. @#$%. Someone stopped my watch for me in the washing machine. Started watch again, and exited the water.
You can see from the chart on the right, that I was taking it pretty easy on the swim, with an average HR of about 135. That HR continued while I wore my Polar 625X through the bike portion too.
Ran up the beach, and over the timing mat. Thanks Ironman you cheap motherfuckers for NOT giving that data to the folks back home. I thought arms went up in cheers because I had looked at my watch going over the mat, and it said 7:40am, my first lap done in 40 minutes – I was on schedule for an 1:15’ish swim.
There were so many athletes trying to get water in cups from the aid station I just ran right pass them with a ‘water’s for pussies’ kind of distain and headed back into the ocean for my second lap.
Second lap was pretty much a blur. I don’t remember too much of it. I do remember that I took my own advice on this lap and swam inside the course until the turn around buoys.
Swimming parallel to the shore at the turn around was wavier than before. The amplitude of the waves was lifting me out of the water, and then dropping me down. I made the turn, and started pointing towards shore. I realized at this point that my arms felt light, and not heavy, and I could stroke as hard as I wanted, but made sure that my HR didn’t shoot through the roof.
I remember no congestion on the remainder of the course. I remember I was sighting well, and in the home stretch I was swimming just to the right of all the buoys like I was driving a boat to shore.
As I was looking at the bottom of the ocean during my stroke, I could see the sandy bottom getting closer and closer on the final stretch. When I thought the bottom was pool-deep, all of a sudden the water changed from being hot-tub warm, to chilly-cold, and as I watched the bottom of the sand bar, I could see although I was stroking, I was making no progress. I guessed that I was caught in some kind of rip-tide type current, and started hauling ass to get to shore!
Exiting the water again. I ran over the timing mat, looked at my watch, and I thought it had said 8:27am, and I was glad to have gotten my time in under 8:30am!
I had three clock times burned into my head: 8:30am to be done with T1, 2:15pm to be done with T2, and 7:00pm to be done with the race in order to be sub-12.
When I got to the wet suit strippers I still had not even been able to get an arm out of my wetsuit. I was pretty full-up with just staying vertical, and running up a beach. So, when I got to the strippers I got the whole deal.
Some woman ripped my top off, and then pushed me to the ground, and ripped off my bottoms. I was trying to get up, but no one extended a hand – against the rules? – so, I righted the good ship Bold again, clutching my wetsuit, and turned the corner into the frigid breeze!
Looking back on the swim now, I realize that I did not get to use my bilateral breathing which is my fastest, most efficient stroke. I didn’t use my race stroke either, because I wasn’t pulling hard, I was pulling medium to ensure I didn’t poop out before the 2.4 miles was over. I had adjusted my stroke to try to maximize my breathing and rhythm in the swells. I had almost used my easy stroke! I had left way too much in my arms – swim pacing is still something I have to work on. That 15 minutes I gave up in the water to the swim champs, was a bitch to get back on the bike.
T1
11:01
Volunteers were no help in finding my bag, so I found it myself, and then I entered the tent. IT WAS JAMMED. I went in further, but there was not only no where to sit, there was no where to stand. I had to take off my wet TRIsuit, and put on my cycling shorts, socks and shoes standing up. Now, I was still listing from the ocean spanking I just got. But, I got it done. I had no idea I took that long in T1. After leaving the tent, I went and got my bike, and then started running, and realized I had to pee real bad. Took care of that, and then exited T1.
Across the mount line, I pulled over to the left behind a guy, and clipped in with my left. But, he was having trouble clipping in, and his rear tire was overlapping my front tire, so I just kept waiting until he finally left. I started riding, and then same Can-Not-Clip-In-Guy slowed down and started forcing me into the barrier. A few ‘whoah, whoah, WHOAHs’ (‘cause that’s what I yell on course) and he was outta my way.
Bike: 112 miles
5:42:54 (19.6 mph, 555/2192 overall, 109/347 M40-44)
I had a single strategy for the bike: 20.0 mph, 150-170 Watts and 140HR.
During the ride, I would look at how those variables were coming together based on the conditions: temperature and wind.
What I didn’t want to do was shoot my wad into the wind. I knew that if I went too heavy on the pedals, it would bite me later on in either the final stages of the ride, or most likely on the run.
Also, I tend to try and figure out what my legs are telling me, Rate of Perceived Exertion (RPE) and then my HR in the context of what kind of wattage I’m putting out. I had trained this way.
There was a persistent cross-wind, head-wind, wind-wind type sitchyation through I’d say the first 80 miles. Around mile 56, I did another systems check, and I was pretty much averaging 18.6 miles and hour.
Around this time, I heard a ‘BOLD’… ‘Bolder!’… ‘GREG!!! I turned and looked over my shoulder and it was The Tri-Daddy. I slowed down, and chatted with him for a few minutes. I kept over, and to the left, making sure I wasn’t blocking anyone, and didn’t get The Tri-Daddy into a drafting penalty. Being the class act that he is, I heart The Tri-Daddy ever since he came to Boulder and ran the Boulder Backroads with me, he sent me off with a ‘go on ahead, don’t let me slow you down…’.
The bike portion was like the most fun I’ve had in any triathlon ever. 18.6 was well below my 20.0 mph goal, but, I was riding like Lance @#$%ing Armstrong. I mean, I was passing people left and right.
In all, I passed 810 athletes on the bike portion. It must be demoralizing for the fast swimmers. You get out of the water first, and then all day long you have people passing you. All day long, I passed people.
The only thing that slowed me down, was the blocking that was going on during the course. The first probably 28 miles of the bike portion, I had a nice motorcycle escort. A race official looking for drafting – I blamed the aero helmet. Apparently a lot of the riders who had been well ahead of me were wearing aero helmets, but in my ride, I only passed about 3, and only about 3 riders passed me, and they were all running disc wheels and wearing aero helmets.
There were two blessed tail-wind sections on the way back, when we were heading directly towards the ocean. Even though I was still only putting out 140 watts. I was seriously hauling ass. Around 25mph. Many had given up on the course by that time, and were out of the aero postion riding the tops of their bars. Still in the aero position, I was passing people going 10-15 mph faster then them at the time.
I’ve always said “It’s all about the bike” in an Ironman event. And, there’s nothing I enjoy more then taking down swim champs who exited the water well ahead of me. But, I gotta tell yah. This was a humbling experience for me. I distinctly remember in those 810 people I passed that they came in all shapes and sizes. My image of what an Ironman triathlete is was altered dramatically through the bike portion.
I’ve got to work harder on my swimming, because these people I was passing did not look IronFit, and they had kicked my ass up until almost the 100 mile mark of the ride. My hat was off to those swim champs! Although, I learned that day that many swim champs can ride real well too.
The bike was easy for me. Although there was 2,000 feet of vertical gain over the first 4 hours, I’m guessing 80 miles, that was not an issue. The constant headwind was annoying. But, hey I live in the foothills of Colorado at 5,430 feet of elevation where we NEVER get a tail-wind. The majority of my training was at intensities on the bike much harder than what I was doing on the Ironman bike course. Like that Gordo saying, however it goes ‘You hope to build a nuclear arsenal, that you will never use’. I constantly had to keep backing off, that's why in my wattage chart above you see so many spikes around 200W.
I was SOOOOO sick of riding mountain passes in Colorado, with incessant rollers here in Boulder, that I was SOOOOO ready to get me some flat.
I want to thank The State of Florida for both installing so much flat, and installing so much oxygen for my Ironman.
Flat. Sea-Level. GOT SOME!
Arriving into T2, and looking at my watch, I knew there was still an outside chance that I could achieve my bold dream. I had made up on the bike, the deficit that I had created on the swim. Now, I just had to run my first marathon!
T2
9:06
Someone just took my bike away from me! My beloved Cervelo P3C! Hey you, yah you! STOP! STOP!! Huh, what? You’re gonna rack it for me? DUDE! Thanks! Sorry about throwing that helmet at you! And, yes, yes, the tackling and the punching were probably not necessary. My bad.
Got my run bag, and thankfully, got to sit down in the change tent. Changed out of my cycling gear, and into my run gear. Started running for the exit! Wait! Gotta pee. No wonder my transitions always seem long. Out of the porta-john, I’m a runnin’ fool.
Heading toward the timing mat out of T2, and all of a sudden I hear loud yelling: BOLDER! GO BOLDER!!! Stunned. It’s Holly! She’s working the exit, and I shout at her something incomprehensible, and she smiles, and I smile! We shouted more things at each other . I’m sure there was more things shouted. I have no idea. I was running!
My peoples, I AM ON THE RUN!
Did you see me flash across the timing mat? In my mind I think that you did! I heard a big ‘GOOOOOO BOLD!’. People jumping up and down in front of their monitors.
HE IS ON THE RUN.
I REPEAT.
BOLD IS ON THE RUN!!!
Run: 26.2 miles
4:23:08 (10:03 min/mi, 716/2192 overall, 129/347 M40-44)
Hmmmm. So, this is what a marathon start feels like. Where's all the people everyone always complains about?
Let’s do a systems check. I’m a half-mile in. Legs: outstanding. HR: 131. Pace: 9:15 min/miles. WHOA!
Better slow that down cowboy. Your goal is 10 min/miles. Don’t shoot your wad on the first mile!
My plan was to run the marathon as 26 one-mile intervals. Run just under 10 min/miles, walk through the aid station.
I had pockets in my tri-top and shorts, and had stuffed all my gels, and salt tablets for the first half-mary. No fuel belt. I would monitor my caloric and sodium intake constantly. Doing the math in my head to add in EXACTLY how many calories, and EXACTLY how much sodium I was taking in.
I was to walk through the aid stations, and make sure I got 8 ounces of Gatorade in. 8 ounces meant 50 calories, and 200mg of sodium. Each PowerGel was 120 calories and had 200 mg of sodium. Each Succeed capsule had 375mg of sodium. Do the math. This is the Ironman. Don’t fuck this up.
Everytime in those first 3 miles that I checked my Garmin for pace, it was reading sub-9, to 9:15 min/miles… SLOW DOWN!... but, I was running as slow as I could, and I felt comfortable, so I just ran how I felt knowing that eventually I would have to focus on churning out 10 min/miles.
At about four miles, the crowd support started thinning out. But, we seemed to be running down streets where people live on the beach. Panama City Beach (PCB) is not a big place, around 10,000 residents only. So, I was starting to sense this was a good opportunity for them to pull out a lawn chair, and watch something other than beautiful sandy beaches being lapped by salty ocean waves.
I was running down a beach-front sidestreet, when one of those said residents yelled at me something that sounded like ‘GOESH GREG!’. I gave him the thumbs up, and I think he offered me a beer. The triathlete running beside me turned to me and said ‘Oh God, and we are ONLY on the first lap…’. In fairness, I bet he was passed out by the time I cruised by 2 hours later!
Eventually, the first turn-around point on this out-and-back two-looper came, and I had covered off a little over 6 miles, I felt great, and felt a collective ‘GO BOLD!’ as I crossed the timing mat. Of course, I only imagined it in my head again, as the timing mats on the 6 and 18’ish turn-arounds were not being reflected on the Athlete Tracker.
I was hydrating well, taking a gel every half-hour, and, um, just running along. Somewhere before the turn-around point I saw Commodore, and he yelled a ‘GO BOLD!’. Ah, good friends!
It was still pleasant outside, and the running conditions were excellent as I was heading into the turn-around at the 13.1 half-mary marker. I was starting to think about my ‘special needs’ bag, and the Cliff Bloks: lemon-line and cranberry I had stashed into them. I think of Cliff Bloks as ‘gummy bears for triathletes’ and was also thinking about my long-sleever and gloves. Most of the age-groupers I had seen coming out of the 13.1 turn-around had not put on long sleeves I noticed. So, I was thinking ‘skip it’.
Heading into the turn-around, I could see the sign that said ‘finisher’s chute’ to the right, I took a GOOOOOOD look at it, because that chute would be on my mind for the next 13.1 miles, and all I was thinkin’ when I ran by it was ‘GET ME SOME CHUTE!’.
Crossing the timing mat at the half-way point, I knew everyone at home knew I was going to be an Ironman. I knew we were all doing the math. It was a fulfilling moment for me. I hope it was for you too.
If you look at my Garmin chart, you can get a feel as to what I run like. When I train with Roman, he keeps pace like a freakin’ treadmill. If he says we are gonna run 10 min/miles, the pace line looks like a flat line around 10. Me, on the other, hand, I’m always slowing down. As my concentration drifts, I start to run slower, so I check my watch often, when I see my pace dropping, I kick it up a bit.
At ‘special needs’ I grabbed my bag from a volunteer, stuffed my now empty pockets with gels and reached for my salt tablets. OOPS. I dropped my little baggie of salt tablets on the ground and they all spilled out all over the ground. EWWWW! I left them for dead.
I stuffed my running gloves into the back of my shorts in case it turned frigid. I had the cranberry Cliff Bloks in my left-hand, and my long-sleever, special needs bag in my right. Someone then yelled ‘GOOOOOOO GREG!’. I had been looking for Roman, so I thought it was someone I knew, so I threw the long-sleever and special needs bag at her, and she yelled ‘THANKS!!!’. Not Roman. Did not know her. I hope she’s enjoying that high-end long sleever! Oh, and my lemon-lime Cliff Bloks too.
Realizing that the cranberry vs lemon-lime debate that had been raging in my mind for the last 5 miles was now decided for me. I ate the cranberry Cliff Bloks.
Mile 14. Unchartered territory! This is now the farthest I’d ever had to run in a triathlon. Not to mention that I just swam about 1.2 miles further than I ever had, and biked 56 miles further too.
Systems check: Legs: Starting to feel it. Pace: Holding sub-10. HR: below 140. As in my training, I knew at this point in time, my legs would give out before my engine would.
Coming into the event feeling slightly over-trained. I thought a LOT about what Kristen from BSC had told me about her last race. She said she went in over-trained, and at mile 17, the wheels came off, and the next thing she knew she was being helped off the course. I was determined to learn from her experience, and make sure the wheels didn’t come off.
But, around mile 16, I started slowing down. Everytime I looked at my watch, it was showing 12+ minute/miles. Based on what time the sun had set, I knew it would set around 5:15pm as it did the day before, I had estimated what it would take to finish sub-12 before 7pm ET. I felt a little dejected as I realized my sub-12, my bold dream, was evaporating in front of my eyes. But, I just kept running.
This was mentally the hardest part of the run for me. Miles 16 to 20 were in complete darkness, and it was hard to see where you were going sometimes in the state park. I felt my RPE rising for the pace.
One thing I learned at this point, is that in an Ironman, you go off of your pace – YOU GET @#$%ING PASSED. I was having entire groups running by me now like herds of wild animals in the Sahara. For some reason, I felt like I was running uphill, and they weren’t. I had just about enough running for a day too. My legs were feeling heavy, and running in the dark, I could not really gauge my pace – just the bad news I kept getting on my watch.
I kept hoping for the turnaround-point which I knew was around Mile 20. Mile 20. Pah-fect. The Wall. Everyone talks about the Mile 20 Wall. At my lowest point in the race, from both an energy perspective and mentally, I was going to hit the Wall. Never having run this far before in either training or in a race, I started saying to myself ‘So Self, this is what it feels like when you stop running, and just walk’.
One thing I had always vowed to myself, was that I would NOT walk that marathon. As I saw the turn-around, and the timing mat, I thought that everyone at home would soon know what was happening to me, the wheels were coming off. I was slowing down, maybe even to a walk.
I had decided that when I ran across the timing mat, I would give myself an ‘extra break’, and treat it like an aid station. I would walk for about 10 seconds. I knew what this meant though. If I started giving myself ‘extra breaks’. I would end up walking myself in. Finally, I decided that as I ran across the timing mat, if the runners I was with stopped jogging and walked, I would walk. If they kept running, then I would keep running.
I ran across the timing mat, and after the beep, I looked up, and no one was walking. So, I kept running. Commodore’s words flashed through my head ‘Charlie Mike’ – Continue The Mission. And somehow running felt right, and walking felt wrong. But, I was that close to mentally giving in on my bold dream.
All through my 10 minute/mile pace, I had been passing and repassing an older man at 55 and I call him ‘Tuxedo Man’ because he was wearing one of those ‘tuxedo’ t-shirts -- you know, looks like he was wearing a tuxedo. People along the run course were going crazy over that shirt. ‘THANKS FOR DRESSING UP FOR ME TUXEDO MAN’. Then, he passed me again.
FOR.THE.LAST.TIME.
I decided it was on.
IT WAS SOOOOOO ON.
I was going to keep his pace, which was sub-10, and he was NOT going to drop me again. Matching his pace, I looked down at my watch, and realized we were actually running more like 9:15s. And, oddly, I was keeping that pace, and no wheels were falling off, and I actually didn’t feel that bad.
Again, looking at my watch, and realizing I had less than 6 miles to go – less than a 10K! I started to reassess my situation. I pulled up beside him, and said ‘What time do you think it is?’. He curtly told me ‘Don’t know’. I figured that his curtness had something to do with no assistance or something. That’s not why I was asking him the question. I knew, he knew, who I was. We had been jockeying for position for almost the whole marathon.
I said to him: ‘You know, I think if we keep this pace up, and push each other, we can probably break sub-12’. He said ‘I can’t keep up this pace, but you go ahead young man, go chase your dream’.
I KID YOU NOT.
When I heard him say the word 'dream'. It was like I had just got struck by lightning. In that moment, I allowed myself for the first time that day, to fully understand that I had it in me – if I was to dig deep – to achieve my sub-12 bold dream.
Look at the chart! I just started HAULING ASS. Everytime I was looking at my watch, it was saying 8:45s and 9s. And, I felt good. I didn’t feel like the wheels were coming off, I felt like I was running downhill. I felt alive. I ran into the next aid station yelling ‘COLA COLA’.
I got handed a cup of cola for the first time in the race -- fuck the gatorade. Like in ALL my previous races, I was now running through the aid stations. My bold dreams did not involve walking through aid stations anymore.
Mile 22, running into the aid station I yelled at the first people I saw ‘COLA COLA’. Michael Stone had coached me that you need to get what you need from the aid stations, make sure they know what you need. The first people started yelling to the next people ‘COLA COLA’… all down the line, aid station volunteers were yelling ‘COLA COLA!!’ and I had two volunteers ready for me.
All of a sudden, I felt like I was a fast-mover. I was passing people left and right. Walkers. Joggers. People who had passed me earlier. I was a low-slung cruise missile, and I was gonna get me some chute.
Mile 23… ‘COLA COLA’… I was still running, and running hard. I stopped looking at HR, I was all in baby!
Mile 24… I am out of the neighbourhoods, and I am still running. I feel good, I feel strong. I know I am now highly-caffeinated. I am UNSTOPPABLE. I am dropping people by the dozens.
Mile 25… I can see the chute… the crowd support is getting stronger. I catch up with some guy carrying a huge American Flag on a pole. I’d seen him all over the marathon course, and I thought ‘Oh no, I’m gonna end up behind him, and NO ONE will see me finish’. I kick it up a notch, and thankfully, a man carrying a huge flag on a pole can’t keep my pace.
Mile 26… I am about to run into the chute, but, I have no idea what time it is. I can’t see the finisher’s clock. But, I can hear Mike Reilly yelling ‘You are an Ironman!’.
Entering the chute, I make a hard left, that hurt me a bit. Having never been in a finisher’s chute this long, ALL I could think about was being respectful. In the finisher’s chute, I notice we are all assembling in equal distances like airplanes coming in for a landing. All of a sudden, everyone is running the same slower pace. No one is passing anyone, so I just keep running in this holding pattern.
Hard right. Holy shit! This chute doesn’t end. There’s no finisher’s clock here. Just keep running!
Hard Left.
I can see the finisher’s clock.
It says 11:52:xx. I don't understand.
A man with his family assembles ahead of me. I look behind me, and it’s ‘Patriotic Flag Guy’ right on my heels.
Then, everything becomes a complete blurr. I don’t hear any sound anymore. I don’t remember what I did. Did I stop in the middle of the chute so I didn't run over that dudes family? Did I slow down? I don’t remember the rest of the chute. I don’t remember anyone cheering for me. I had entered into a silent tunnel. My watch later said I was running at a 6:54 min/mile pace.
I remember breaking the tape, and yelling ‘YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH’ at the top of my lungs with my arms straight up, followed by another ‘YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH’. I remember someone asking me if I was alright, and then asking again.
I remember Roman at the end of the chute. Smiling. And congratulating me on achieving my bold dream.
Official results: 11:53:17 (751/2192 overall, 140/347 M40-44)
The Journey – Final, final thoughts
Two questions I've been most asked are 'Why Ironman?' and 'What did your Ironman teach you?'
I think I need to be honest here. Some of you, even me, may have hoped I would get a lesson from the actual event -- the day. But, in all honesty, nothing I endured on race day was as hard as the training days I had already put in.
As my favorite quote from Muhammed Ali: 'The fight is won or lost far away from witnesses - behind the lines, in the gym and out there on the road, long before I dance under those lights.'
Maybe I should have raced faster? Maybe I should have trained less and had better balance in my life? But the hard truth is that the Ironman was pretty easy for me.
As an event -- it was just another triathlon.
As an experience -- I had no race day epiphanies.
But I did learn that over the last year, Ironman has given me shelter from the storm.
And for that, I am truly thankful.
Bold Out!
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